Dear Lord, Would You Hurry Up?

Dear Lord, Ok Ok. So I was walking today. And I realized what was getting me so tense today. I realized I wanted to grow faster than I felt like I am currently. Like, if I am healing shouldn’t I be perfectly ready for a healthy relationship today? Shouldn’t I not feel sad or angry? Again. Shouldn’t I look somehow older and wiser? I mean I do feel ridiculous saying that out loud but it’s a true struggle.

“But they who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint.” Isaiah 40:31

Ahhh. I keep hearing that scripture. I’ve written it in my prayer journal, prayed it over my future, and have it posted on my wall. I practically hear the lyrics sung by Elevation: “I will wait, on the Lord!”

I pulled it up just now: Wait On You.

"They that wait on the Lord

Shall renew their strength

They shall mount up, up on wings

Like an eagle, and they soar

They shall walk, and not get weary

They shall run, and not faint

That's what happens when you wait

Happens when you wait"

Yesssssssss. I’m gonna wait on You Lord! I’m going to trust in Your promise! Anything that I have that is good comes from You! Lord, even when I don’t trust…would You turn that into trust? I want to fully believe in Your goodness and Your timing.

Dear Lord, I want to trust You with my relationships, career, ministry, hopes, dreams… my healing process.

I’m going to wait on You! Lord, You are still working in the waiting. Beautiful things happen in the waiting. May I remember that!

In Jesus' name Amen!